Since the very beginning, i was wrong. i shouldn't be that way. i didn't realise. i was too naive. i thought i was right, but i was not.
in a good and everlasting relationship, one should learn to trust each other. there shouldn't be any doubt on another party. for me, i trust u. i have no doubt in u. i believe that u will never cheat me. but my move to check on u, was a real mistake. i was too controlling on u, and i always wanted it my way.
i had been so kampung minded. i thought by giving u everything will make u happy. but i didn't realise that it is not everything that u want. it is freedom, own time that u needed all along. i was too stubborn and stupid to sense it earlier that i was wrong. i know surely u r suffering as to being tied up for such a long time.
i don't blame u for any of ur decision made. i am willing to change for u, but if u think that i am not worth a person to stay on with, i won't blame u. it was my fault, at the very beginning.
i will be very glad if u r able to give me another chance. i am regretted over what i've done, for so many years, without realising. i felt i am a fool. a fool, clown that has no agenda, but only brings trouble to other people around me.
please forgive me for my foolish attitude, stupid and stubborn character. i know it might be too late to realise my mistake, and u may not even want to give me another chance, but all i want to do is to seek forgiveness from u. i am sorry and i really mean it...
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